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[Jul. 13th, 2008|12:17 am] |
Oh boy, it feels like its a million degrees right now. What a great time to crave a cup of tea. So, heat aside, I had to make a cup of hot, steaming, delicious Earl Grey tea. Probably not the best idea to be drinking caffeinated tea close to when I plan on trying to go to sleep.
I have that same feeling I've been feeling for the past 2 weeks, like a cold is coming. I'm starting to feel like shit. My head feels so stuffed up, my throat is starting to feel uncomfortable. I hope not, I've got 5 days of work coming up after today. In January '07 I had the worst cold of my life. It lasted forever, and I woke up one morning from the intense pain in my bones. Yeah, in my bones. It was mostly in my collar bones. I quit smoking after that.
Mmm, tea. I've eaten too much this weekend. Disgusting. I can feel my stomach expanding. Being lazy, I watched a couple of movies...No Country For Old Men, Rendition, Office Space, and the Kite Runner (it was all in the subtitles, which was a little annoying, you can't look away from the screen). The latter of which I watched because I like to see the movie version of books I've read. It was alright, it was just like watching the book. I did, however, enjoy No Country, and Rendition. Seriously, Office Space, funny, but not all that great. Goddamn this is good tea. I used to guzzle tea, lately its been coffee, I miss the tea. All gone, I'm still thirsty. I wish I had someone to brew me some more water.
Fuck, its 2 am. I've got a masque on my face. Its supposed to help this problem I've got of having horrible, blotchy, red skin. I can't wear my glasses right now, so writing this is really going to be a pain. I ate greens for the first time in a long time today. I had some salad. I need to eat better. Being at high risk for cancer, MS, diabetes and everything else good and jolly, I need to take my vitamins. But, seeing as how I don't like to take pills, that's where the problem lies. Actually, they are tablets, I would prefer to take tablets over capsules. Unless, of course, the tablets are horse sized like the capsules, or resemble in anyway, any medication I took in the past. A few months ago, I made myself a little compromise. I said to myself...if you start smoking again, you'll have to take your vitamins. You know, so I can pretend like I'm counteracting all the damage. I've yet to take one. Papaya juice has a high content of Vitamin A, which is good for reducing lung inflammation, so its good for those who smoke, and for those who are exposed to second hand smoke. Maybe that will be all I'll drink from now on. Its not something I see all the time though...papaya juice.
It was a vast hill. Dead grass, void of any colour, random trees here and there. They cast little shade, but enough to escape the heat for a minute while I destroyed my insides. The downward climb. Rolling hills. I'm waiting for a plane to take me away. Just to step into an airport.
My body aches. Little bit here and there. Inside, outside. I ramble late nights/early mornings. Thank god the work meeting for today isn't happening. I miss writing. I feel like throughout the years, I've lost a part of myself. I really shouldn't have eaten so much.
I'm starting to feel sleepy. Its usually easier to sleep when you haven't spent half a day sitting on your bed. Its easier when its new for that night's sleep. I'm done. |
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